December 2010
27 posts
Letter to No One
i think about you all the time. How unfair it all was. Who you would be today. What you would look like. See the crowd you ran with. These silly daydreams will never become reality no matter how hard I dream. I wish you had made it to that 13th year. You were SO close. Maybe you thought 13 is such an unlucky number it’ll probably just be worse than ever, I can’t do 13. I wish you saw...
There are no excuses for the way you live your life. There may be reasons, but no excuses.
Titles, Titles, Titles
They mean so much, but at the same time so little. They tell their own story, different from below. They catch our attention, but maybe they don’t. Who knows it’s up to you if you want to “judge a book by it’s cover”. I’ll just say this, the title of my blog is quite accurate. Everything i’ve written was inspired by someone i’ve known in my lifetime.
That Little Voice →
davidfuternick:
Who is that little bugger in your head? You know who I’m talking about. The little guy who tells you you’re not talented. The bastard who spits in your face and reminds you that you’ll never make anything of yourself. Some other person has done what you want to do and they did it better. Surely if you put yourself out there people will think you suck. Whoever or whatever that...
Top 10 Favorite Songs
1. Vienna- Billy Joel
2. The Prayer- Kid Cudi
3. Beautiful- Eminem
4. Young Forever- Jay-Z
5. Save Us- Cartel
6. Gray or Blue- Jaymay
7. Imagine- John Lennon
8. Slow Me Down- Emmy Rossum
9. In a Tree- Priscilla Ahn
10. Ohio is For Lovers- Hawthorne Heights
Tire
I know you’ve had a tough life,
but haven’t we all?
I’m sure you’ve had the same silly strife,
the same sad feeling when there’s no one to call.
You don’t know my secrets,
and i can’t begin to fathom yours.
There are many desirable assets,
more than enough on these shores.
So why all this greed?
All this judgement?
There are few things that we...
Fact
-I just saw Elizabeth do this and decided to try and be her.
-I’ve had the same dog since i was 2, but a million others that died within a year.
-It took me forever to figure out skype.
-I can’t stand being ignored.
-I don’t have a very long attention span.
-I absolutely hate my name. It is so ugly. I plan on changing it.
-I want to go far away where i know, no one.
-I am...
Please
I want you to see,
I want you to know.
I want you to feel,
I want you to show.
I want to scream,
I want to shout.
I want to know what everything is about.
.
These days, I’m less and less impressed by the things you say.
Unedited.
I love taking photography class. We are only allowed to use black and white film. No erasing, no editing just the way it should be. I can’t edit my life, so why edit my art? Life is stunning, and i just want to capture it. I love making the picture interesting all on my own. Yes the picture may have it’s flaws, but that is what makes it beautiful. People are the same way. No how much...
She has such a pretty voice. →
I suppose I'm needy
I need someone to tell me i can when i can’t. I need someone to tell me it’s ok when it’s not. I need someone to tell me to let it all out when it’s easier to keep it all bottled up. I need to trust someone when i have absolutely no reason too. I just need someone to notice when i hide it so well. I need you to know that you saw even though you don’t have a clue.
Truth is...
elliekate:
I never think I’m good enough.
Truth is, i’m jealous of you. You always seem to keep it all together. I’m always falling apart and freaking out. You always do your work and i envy you for your ability because i don’t have that quality. You can rock the dirtbag look. I’ve never seen anyone pull it off except you. You make everyone laugh and everyone loves you....
Impact
So lately people have been posting about their future and it got me thinking. I’ve had so many different things i’ve wanted to be. I wanted to be an artist, teacher, vet, bakery owner, and chef. I’ve wanted to be many other things and i’ll not list them all. I used to tell people what i want to be when i “grow up” and my family would always say “well that...
Seeing
I’m glad to see,
that you are finally done with me.
We had a good run,
sometimes it was even fun.
All along we knew it wouldn’t last,
but my did the time go by fast.
You say we’ll still be best friends,
but i guess that all depends.
We’ll wait and see,
until another one comes along to be me.
You seem to be quite stealthy,
i really don’t think this is...
Hypocrites
Who are you to say these things when you are just as judgemental as the rest.
I'm in love
with langston hughes writing.
“Looks like what drives me crazy
don’t have no effect on you-
but i’m gonna keep at it
‘till it drives you crazy, too.”
-Langston Hughes
No more hope.
Lately it seems, everyone has been giving up on me. You went first, the thing i love most. The one thing that has made me alive, you gave up on me first. Second came the people, those silly people. They forgot to see what was in front of them all along. Who can be that happy all the time? Last came you, the one that said that they would never give up. The one that gave me hope, the one that was a...
tempore-rugam asked: YOU ARE A GOOD WRITER.
Underwater.
I’m screaming.
Too bad,
You’re too caught up in being pretty and perfect.
You’re too caught up in trying not to be like everyone else.
You’re too caught up in being like everyone else.
You’re too caught up in caring what people think.
You’re too caught up in trying to be popular.
You’re too caught up in the web of lies.
I’m screaming.
...
Dance
I’m sorry but unless you dance you won’t understand.
“We dance for laughter,
we dance for tears,
we dance for madness,
we dance for fears,
we dance for hopes,
we dance for screams,
we are the dancers,
we create the dreams.”
My knees are so covered in bruises there is no longer any color but purple showing.
The tops of my feet have 3rd degree floor burns.
The bottoms are also a nice...
Does this make sense to anyone but me?
I lay there breathing,
In, out, in, out.
Breathing
This is not what I want,
not one bit.
I sit up listening,
Tick tock, tick tock.
Listening.
This is not what I want,
Not one bit.
I stand up thinking,
Yes, no, yes, no.
Thinking.
This is not what I want,
Not one bit.
I start walking, watching.
Step, shuffle, step, shuffle.
Watching.
This is not what I want,
Not one bit.
I pick it up...
Best Friends
I don’t know how to express how much i miss you. The void in my life where you should be. I can never go anywhere without wishing you were here. It’s hard. Sometimes i just want to give up. To forget you completely. But that is a lie. I see everyone else so happy, so together. But i’m happy ‘cause i have you. You get me. We talk about anything and everything. Nothing is off...